the very best.

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
We fell in love for a reason

here are some lyrics to "Best I Ever Had"...i don't know
I've been listning to this song a lot, and it pretty catchy, and then i thought about the lyrics, and weirdly enough, they related a little "too much" to me. HMMM, I feel like I've really drifted from God a lot over the past I don't evn know how long...actually, probably since the start of school. Once school kicks in, you have all this work you need to do and it's just so frustrating...GRRRR, i hate school. BUT ANYWAYS, I've just been finding it harder and harder to to spend time with God... I LACK so much MOTIVATION... not even funny. I just want to draw back to God. I miss those summer days when I got to spend ubberly loads of time at church and just serving and doing so much for God. It felt really awesome! but man...school's such a spiritual walk killer. NO JK. HMMM, I hope things will turn out for the better later on. I hope to better my relationship with God at the moment. hmph.