Just lately...well, more today.... I realised that I don't spend enough time with God. I don't take any perseverence whatspever to "get to know Him." It seems as if... I'm just standing here, waiting for God to come "impact" my life or something... I don't really know what to expect?
Living a Christian live, I must say, there are many endeavours. Like, it seems so..."deep".... "living a life where we are in a relationship with a higher being?". I've pondered this SO MANY TIMES... and... with my ubberly weird brain, it doesn't really come together... It's hard to digest i guess....THEN, i thought, "if i'm a Christian, and i have such strong doubts, how am i supposed to reach out to Non-Chrisitans?" How am i supposed to do a good job evangelising and all if I can't hold myself together? It all seems so...sketch to me right now...maybe it's just today...maybe my head is going CRAZY due to lack of sleep....i don't know, but w/e it is...i hope God will clear up my thoughts in my head and get me back on track... I THINK IT'S TIME FOR JESUS TO HAVE A MUSIC FAST :) CHRISITN MUSIC FOR THE NEXT MONTH!!!
plz pray for me :)
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